Honesty and an open heart

Some men treat a woman who opens up like a whore.

They use your thoughts ans fears to attack and beat you.

If you tell them gow it affects you they love to see you suffer and will say exactly what gets you into siezures.

There is no love.

Only hate and a death wish.

There is no safety shore.

The more i try to bring us 

The more he finds out how to drown m

I am the stupid one

I am the one who hands him the keys to my souli 

Knowing from painful experience what he plans to do

This is why he says i dont love myself

I am a danger to myself because he knows i trust a man like him

Over and over and the more and instead of learning

My disappointment and heaetbreak gets more shocking more severe

I am having seizures

But its my fault

I am fucked up and shaking after he talks to m

But its my fault

I am a doxtorate student

How pathetic and stupid can i be

I hope he dies before i do

I pray he he dies befoee he kills me

I pray he never comes back so i stop living like this

I pray he finds another and lets me live

I pray he goes away

I pray he drowns in all my tears just die

Die i wont miss you i miss being safe and happy

Die you traitor

You drunk you 

Hater

I am someone mother

Someones daughter die

Liet me live you i dont aanf to sleep cryin

Wake up crying

Diee