One day u will understand

Maybe one day when u children and they witness you angry or withdrawn lash out on them or maybe not come home or wake up when u promised even only once and they connect it to drink and start to living stresses everyday while daddy acts like nothing happend for them to forget but they dont forget and they dont understand why and they start peeing on themselves and having nightmares and develop trust issues and start shutting u out and train themselves to not rely on u and not care abt you because u didnt care abt them and even blamed them and got fed up n tired of them peeing on themselves when u were the reason they got traumatized. Maybe then you will understand what went wrong with us.