Stupid and sick again

I am so lucky to have you in my life u never leave me cold or sick or alone especially at night when i need u most i can count on u. I appreciate your efforts to make sure i am alright and squeez me in ur day. Allah yekhaleek liya during the days and watch over me during the nights. Muwah nyt nytI would still appreciate a good night and to let me know u r home but if it is too much then dont. Im the stupid one in my condition allowing u to add to my stress and u dont care. Im tired and i never learn